happy me

I keep asking questions about the past even though I know i wouldn’t know the answers.

Need to stay hopeful…

Today..the results are out..i was on the list..but is still in need of another challenge..

sabi nila ok lang daw un..at least may chance…

but i read different forums…and what i’ve read is not good..

pnu kung hindi ako makapasok…o well…bhala na..

Please pray for me..:((

I need it.I want it.Please Lord..also thank you..

Results were out today.

my name was not on the list.

I do not know were it will lead me.

I just know my future now is very uncertain.

What to do? I do not know.

All I want is just to get in but now I can’t.

i don’t wanna cry but i can’t help my tears from falling.

Help me. Save me from this misery.

I hope this is not the end. Please. Please.

To a special friend..:)

I hope you will read this..

You’re the only person who knows what my tumblr is…

Things happens fast..I said it was a blessing last Friday… but unluckily something happen..I know you do not like it. We talked about this before, there are a lot of hindrances, many hesitations. I know you have a lot of doubts with your decision. But you did it. You continued. I hope you do not regret your action. You did what you think is best. And i know from the bottom of my heart that your decision is for the best.

I saw you smile a while ago. I hope it is really a smile not a mask in front of people. I hope my reading of your expression is wrong. I hope you did really smile. I hope. I just hope.

I tried looking for you but I can’t find you. I understand if you want to be alone. If you do not want to talk,its okay. Just remember I’m here for you. I’m here ready to listen and to joke around you. And always remember that you will always have me as your friend.

You ask me a question recently…Does God love me? I know He does. God loves you. Maybe this is just a challenge. I know that you can do this. matapang ka kaya..Hayaan mo nlng siya. Alam kong mas may alam ka sa kanya..

I hope this simple letter reaches you…You know who you are…I love you…and I will cherish you as my very special friend..:)